That last paragraph reminded me of my partner's ex roommate. She was moving in with her girlfriend and overall didn't seem as happy in the relationship as she probably should've been to consider such a big life change. But maybe some just like the tangible loneliness of having someone in the bed next to them versus sleeping alone.
I do hope that you learn to let the ghost go though in time.
I think it is such a human experience that I think people lose themselves often. With all my strength, I will not go back there, but hoping the ghost goes away sooner than later.
My heart breaks and aches for you. I know you are in a better place, healthy place and so much stronger. But I just don’t want you to ever doubt your happiness is forward, not back. And you will dance , and laugh, and play and just be… And it will be good and not just a passing moment!! 💕
That last paragraph reminded me of my partner's ex roommate. She was moving in with her girlfriend and overall didn't seem as happy in the relationship as she probably should've been to consider such a big life change. But maybe some just like the tangible loneliness of having someone in the bed next to them versus sleeping alone.
I do hope that you learn to let the ghost go though in time.
I think it is such a human experience that I think people lose themselves often. With all my strength, I will not go back there, but hoping the ghost goes away sooner than later.
My heart breaks and aches for you. I know you are in a better place, healthy place and so much stronger. But I just don’t want you to ever doubt your happiness is forward, not back. And you will dance , and laugh, and play and just be… And it will be good and not just a passing moment!! 💕
Thank you sweet friend!